Just so you know

Hey, sorry I haven't been updating much. We've had a bunch of not very happy things happen lately and I haven't felt much like blogging. That aside, I am very anxious for this pregnancy to be over with. I wanted you all to know that Samantha (that will be her name) will be here by Monday at the latest. I am going to be induced Monday morning if she hasn't come on her own by then. :) Yeah!! I am very anxious to meet this little girl who has already caused me so much emotion. I am excited and terrified all at once. I will be making the transition of two kids to three, and in many ways the transition of one child to two. Having Aaron and Emma at the same time made some things harder and some things easier. I am nervous about Aaron and Emma not getting enough attention anymore, I am anxious about trying to breast pump again, I am very nervous to have three kids getting up in the night, space for everyone, colic again?, and much more. But I am also so excited to have a baby who doesn't run in twelve directions at once. :) I know I will love her so much and am anxious to start this new chapter.